Friday, April 27, 2012

For me And for you


For all the love I showed,
And all the feelings that you never felt.

For all my life I have seen you,
And all the life that you showed. 

For all the colors that we shared,
And all the colors that you chased.

For all the time I waited,
And all that time you never valued.

For all the hard work I put in,
And all the results you reap.

For all the sacrifices I made,
And all the happiness you got.

For all the habits I changed,
And all the sarcasm you still showed.

For all my life I never made use of you,
And all your feeling is I owe a lot to you.

For all the prayers that I made,
And none of them touched your heart.

For all my noises in dark,
And all you did was hear me bark.

For all those drops that I shed,
And only water was what you saw in them.

For all the people that I avoided,
And for all of them I was avoided.

For all that sorrow that I hid,
And all the smiles that you saw.

For all the time we spent together,
And all the time you wasted on me.

For all that time you were my priority,
And all that time I was never on your mind.

For all my secrets that I shared
And all the fun that you shared.

For all those people who envied me,
And all those whom I envy now.

For all the fights you picked up,
And never did you forgive.

For all the marks that I have,
And all the love that you gave.

For all I did was loved you,
And all you did was let me go.

For we always met at cross-roads.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

TRUST

From dawn to dusk my clouds were grey,
My every word is to pleed and prey,
If only trust you could lay.
Proving myself was my only lust ,
My hands reaching from core to crust,
All I asked you was only a little trust.

The darkest hours and my deepest thoughts. Everytime if I lacked somethig it was someones trust. If something in  this world is difficult to earn trust me its trust. An emotion wide expressed and most of the time badly supressed. Singing the lowest tune of life, I blame neither the consequenses nor the people, as cursing my self was what I had always done. I was bleeding in pain and shouting out, give me a chance, atleast a glance, open the door, trust me some more, buy me some time, Ill make things fine. I believe it was scream in vacume, remained unheard. Trust initiates a relation but I guess nothing was to happen with me. There was something which I lacked and it made sure that I lag.