We Always Let It Go

A blink would have worked wonders,

A word was enough to change the mindset,

A touch could have said it all,

But we always let it go..........

Our world would have changed,

Love would have loved us,

Life would have looked more beautiful,

But we always let it go..........

This path of life was different from all others. Never thought I would stand this way thinking when and how this happened. My eyes were numb, it was time to part. But, how do I leave those memories that were buried deep inside my heart. 

I stood there starring at him, he stood the other side. Our sight was freezed, nothing else looked more beautiful than each other. Even though a spark had left a deep mark, we behaved as if our feelings were soiled. We made a promise, an everlasting one, no matter what memories will never fade. It was difficult to say "Bye" but necessary as well. I was loosing something, finding it again somewhere else will be a difficult task, may be difficulty was the way of my life. Years after that accident (what I call it now), when I think of those days that laugh still echo's in my ears, I still remember that smell and that picture perfectly clear in my mind. Fate was the magician which showed many game plays.

I always questioned myself how did I let it go? but, consoling myself was like another habit that I have adapted, every time I cogent myself "when we cry even a drop of tear doesn't stay with us, how can we expect something to become so permanent in life. Everyone and everything has its own entry and exit. It was time to leave and we let it go."

Time To Catch

Time is so strange all alone lost in its own world. Cares for none yet, cared by everyone. I know not what the consequences will be and where my path leads me, but all I know is time is running fast and I have to run faster.

The deepest part of my cerebrum was convincing my heart to dry the water in those tantalizing eyes and never fade out that beautiful gesture that those rosy lips made, but underneath the brown cover my blood was running in pain. The world ripped apart to make a way. Every other path seemed so brighter than mine and every next step was so hard to take than the previous one. The stars twinkled less and darkness peeping deep into my soul. Felt like thousand rotten pieces even being one whole.

World may be beautiful I have no time to see, love may be sweet I have no time to feel. A long path to go and a short time to build. Through my eyes you see, you see not what you expect but only since years what my life had felt. Raising with every ray, bonding with every beam, searching in every theme, a meaning to my life and everything it leads to. My heart was craving, my mind was roaring. I was saving every quantum of my energy, hiding every sorrow deep inside my eyes, wished the rains could wash them away. Felt like a grasshopper on a green leaf too similar to be identified, losing my identity weeping to myself. 

Walking down the street felt so hard, is this precarious path of mine a mistake or a blissful memory and a treasure for life time. Took a long breath with a sigh! Now it was time to face whatever was the phase. My will was overruled by fate. I had no time to make things fine. Now all I know is the race is on, I had to run. I have no time to rest as it was my test. No idea how will I fare ensuring everything is fair. The path is long and I am yet to start. The time is running fast and I have to run faster.

Change

Change is another name of life that I have lived,

Every next day  to do better is what I have thrived,

Deep in my mind I felt if time can be tamed,

All this time to my heart I have lied,

By the time my feelings could be gauged,

The time would have already changed.

As change is another name of life that I have lived........